Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Today is the day.

Alright helloo. It's 307am here currently and I'm her lying on my bed unable to sleep since 230. I've been trying to sleep since 9, I fell asleep till 1040 then I woke up until 12+:3 I'm so nervous for later. How???
Farzana and I will be the overall incharge. It's only the rehearsal and I feel all sick in bed. I feel like pukinggggg and I can't sleep :X
Now Arraiyan has just woken up and here am I trying to sleep. :(
Alright I guess that's if for now. Byes.
Cny Post coming up soon!
Sammyyyyy

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

7 more days.

Hellooosss
So I'm on the bus now on the way home from school. There isn't cca today. That's sadddddddd. Haha
I'm alone nowww :( HashTag ForeverAlone :3 you know ever since I've entered secondary three, I've became even more distant to my friends who I was once close with :( that's very sadddd. The only one I'm really close with is HC. Even JY ignores me... In secondary 1&2, we used to go out for lunch often after school. And now, it's a normal Wednesday afternoon and here I am alone on the bus, intending to buy lunch back to eat at home. Alone :( maybe it's because of the fact that we're all too busy. Life of a Singaporean 15 year old yeah.. Hectic.


So about my dayyyy. We had PE for the first period. Which really drained us out. We had suicides and crab crawl :3 and for the last crab crawl I started off fine but I got too lazy and stopped midway hahahahahahha and did butt shifts instead. I got scolded and was told to do push ups hahhhahahahahah.

All I needa do now is wait for the sore too arrive tomorrow. Sighhhhh.

CCA tomorrow and YiLer is not coming :( she's off to a science excursion I guess and we have a time table to follow hahahah intense intense intense. Heh
Alrights that's all for nowwww.
Byessss
Sam

Another Day Without Your Smile

HELLOOOO I'm back againnnn. Its such a tiring day :(
And so, I AM PROCRASTINATING AGAIN.. THIS IS GONNA BE MY LAST WEEK LIKE THAT OK? YOU READERS BE MY WITNESS. AFTER CNY I'LL BE ON FULL MODE.  I just need a breather and take in the fact that I can't slack anymore. I can't fool around anymore. It's really depressing ok. :( BUT. I'll change after CNY13. I promise. Yes. Okay. ahhhh I'm so sleepy :( Someone spiked sleeping pills in my food am I right? ><' I  have no idea why. BUT I FEEL LIKE WRITING A ONESHOT NOW. I REALLY DK WHY I JUST FEEL LIKE WRITING. I'm crazy and I know it.
So here I go.
It's valentines day today! Hoorayy Louis' gonna take me out on a surprise date. I'm so exciteeddd. He called me to wear something casual but not too casual. I hopped to my closet and picked out a sleeveles LightPink dress that flows down, ending at my thigh. There's a Bow right in the middle of the chest area, making it somehow look like a collar. I stripped off my Sweats and put on the dress then grabbing some silver arm candy then my grey cardigan. I braided my fringe and let it rest to the side, put on some light make up with a tinge of white eyeshadow. I placed my wallet, phone and other necessary items into my leather vintage shoulder bag. I put on my brown leathered ballet flats with pink sparkles on. And I'm set to go. I texted Louis' and within 10 minutes, he's at my doorstep, ready to bring me wherever he's planned.

OKAY NOW THE REST YOU GUYS GO IMAGINEEE HAHAHA
Okay Byessss.
Sammyyyy

8 More Days

Hello Awesome peopleeeeee <3
So there's CCA todayyy. Anddd I sorta screwed up again :( well not exactly but yeah. Our band really really lacks confidence. Well, at least I do.
Can someone teach me how to express myself fluently? I really can't speak properly. I stutter and I'm always lost for words. Even talking 1 on 1. The only way I can express myself fluently is by typing :X But I'm gonna continue to improve yeahhhh. :)

I'm currently on the bus now on the way home. So yeahhh you know how late is it? I'm hungryyyyyy. Hahahahaha

So I flunked my first maths test.. Together with 36 other people. Congrats to us. Yep.. There's gonna be a retest tomorroww. There's a chemistry test on Thursday. -here comes the hectic tests-

Meredith invited me to her house for some fooooddddd yayyyy. Hahaha it's been some time we had a pure friendship talk hahahahah I'm crazy and I know it. (and so is she)

Art shading worksheet for homework. Yayyyyyyyyy. :3 oh and talking about art. HC, R and I doodled some stuff on my visual journal today during maths. Haha it was fun. :)

8 more days to SYF SCH RECORDING. Gahhhh. Are we ready? Honestly, I don't know. Well what I think is that some sections are and some sections aren't :|
Good luck for all of ussssssssss :)
- Long tones are expressions, Quavers are movement-

Well I guess that's all for now.
Byes!
Sammyyyyyyyy
Ps. I edited the picture hahaahahaha.
It's raining

Sunday, February 3, 2013

2013

Well, I guess I'm only writing what I feel like yeah, there's too much in life to write about to add on the fact that I HAVENT UPDATED IN MONTHSSS. IMSORRYYY
Firstly, HAPPY2013! So, I'll start off with JYSS Symphonic band yeahh.
I've been given the rank of AssistantBandMajor in probation till somewhere of this month! :) While Farzana gets the BM :) Let's call her Fuz.     And I'm really happy, really contented. But nothing's easy in life correct? Theres still loads of problems that we need to face, where Fuz need to overcome. I as a person am shy and I lack of self confidenceeeee. at least its what the seniors say. So, I'm trying my best to improve. But its not easy yeah. ><
2013 batch of sec ones have came in! And we've gotten most of the Primary band players! <3 <3 We have 35 interested but only 13 got in. what I guess is that they only want the goodie bags we were giving out then. OHOH AND. we made a really really pretty board for the CCAFAIR event!
Done by: YiLer Samantha Eng Samantha Tham JengSuan Daixiong DongMiao
This year, I realised that everything will change. No more playing. I practically have to study everyday. And to add on, we have really intense training in preparation of SYF2013. I start to drift off in class, not catching everything that is taught. And I use my phone more frequently recently to contact teachers, band mates, seniors. Yes, I might play a little but its only for my leisure and I don't over do it. 
I'm really worried for my Tests and Assessment results. And sooo those who know me will see that I'm really really busy. I'm determined in staying back and studying in school since I can't really concentrate at home unless someone studies with me :( Saddedd. So, ALLTHEBESTTOMYSELF. hahahhahah I'm crazy and I know it. I mean, who on  earth updates their blog after so long? :3
anywaysss, Lunar New Year is round the corner. My family's spending so so so so so much $$ preparing for it. </3 HEARTBREAK. 
But at least MYDAD FINALLY GOT HIS DENTURES! he's so handsome now bwahahha
hahah and SYF REHEARSAL AT SCH IS ON THE FOURTH DAY OF CNY!!!! ARHHHH
we have to get to school super super early. which is the unearthly you of 12pm. NAHHH justkidding how is that unearthly. But the thing is that. WEHAVE TOBE IN SCHOOL AROUND 5. I'm not complaining yehhh. This' gonna be a great experience. And I'm EXCITEDDDD :3 The band's improved alot the sound, the attitude and all. But i'm afraid that all these intense practices will wear them off mentally, academically and physically. I'm so glad that we have 2 days off from our usual 5days of practicessss. ThankGoodness
OH OH AND. Valentines day is the day after the SCH REHEARSAL! How cool is that! and the coolest coolest thing is that we have CCA. YAYYYYYY. HashTag-ForeverAlone2013 :/
Well, I've been closer to afew of my guy friends lately. Especially Nicholas. Tang. And it's real fun to be able to text him and talk to him OTP lately. I brightens my day. :D BFF squid ward YEAHH ahhahha. 
oh and I'm back hooking on sentimental and westlife :X Its so awesomeee.
Since I've been so busy, I've been lagging on Direction updates :( I've feel so bad. well, at least Haylor is over :)
Wow I didn't even realise that I've spoke so much.. well no typed so much. hahah I guess that's all for now :) May update later in the night! 
Byess
`Sammyyyyy