tmr's first day of my 10 MOG. ahhhhhaaaa LOL how cliche .

anywaysss
CCA today, had quite a great laugh with my beloved juniors <3 The eighties' may be the last piece that I would play in JYSB . sad uh. I was anticipating for those years.. well at least there were many pieces we've played before! But you know its really different to play alone in an ensemble compared in a full band. reading the notes, playing them when you need to , to pitch to this to that. Its fun uh.

//sushi dayz

It actually feels so good to be around with your closest friends , your girlfriends. 

Get high together, laugh together and forget about everything for a while or so, I find it peaceful. 

Guess it's been a looong time since I felt like this, been too self-centred  lately , sorry babes ! 

(Guess what 10MOG , look forward to it babesss)

Anyways, kinda blanked out during science paper today ah wells , it's over . 

The main aim is still O lvls duhh 

Didn't have a paper after that, went down to the library , tried to study but I was sooo tired heh . 

Just grabbed a random book & read . Coincidentally the main character' called Samantha too ahaha . 

It's about friendship • Dancing • cancer . Well you can guess what the storyline is already. 

Anyways . I really really really wanna watch Pompeii . No one wanna watch with meeeee . Sigh. 

But I bet I'll be pestering the friend cos I can't understand Hahahahahah I just wanna see how the city crumble. Aha I feel such a saddist . 

Gonna mug on POA tonight then I can rest tomorrow! 

CCA resumes on Thursday . Yay! Really hope everything goes smoothly, it's been going downhill recently . 

Byes  

//turn left turn right

I got enlightened today :D hehehheheheheh thanks cher.
why didn't think of that, using interest ahahahah.

anyways . what a day today, well nothing out of the norm but guess what.

I GOT 77 FOR E MATH AHAHAH

its been such a long time since i saw an A1 for my math results. ahahhaah but its only because the paper was easy, i actually haven't started revising sec 3 work . hiaz buck buck buck up up up

didn't had a good sleep last night, was so groggy after dinz , and i haven't started on chem yet. 

ahah combined sci TA tmr. good luck guise

"knowing is nothing, interest is everything" 

 so heres an image of me studying half wayyy

ahahaha 不要脸。

gonna stay up today . hiaz 

i got high on twitter ahah i need chocolates 

ahhhhhaaaaa goodnight

Morningggg it's 9.15 nowz. Slept just before 2 I guess. 

Hiaz didn't sleep well. Anyways I managed to get more pictures for my coursework! I just need to print and draw them. 

It's stay home Sunday and I'm gonna be mugginggggggggg . Bio Chem POA and let's try to do 3 sketches ? :/ 

Gonna be fending my own tummy all daaaayyyy . Does pasta in canned soup and corn sound nice for brunch? 

Just gonna laze till it's past 10 sigh . 

taken 200 ++ pictures todaaaayyyy.
why do i still have the reluctancy to draw?
why ? even after doing well for the glass bottle,
is it because i don't like drawing?
because I'm still afraid of the results?
i can't face the fact that i can't draw?
i know that i can improve by practicing,
but every time i grab the pencil , i just cant.
i tried ya know, i do
but i can't draw why help
no one understands. even not me.

// It all starts now or never

ayee
I got over and done with Grade 5 practical ,Piano ABRSM exam.
yeah over and done with , screwing everything up :|

Chanced upon a picture of Whitehaven beach, Australia

this is so going into my bucket list.

Speaking about bucket list, post-Olvls fun has already been on my mind :3 ,
well of course fun only comes after I'm contented & do well.


bad habits die hard. gosh i should have a good body clock . why do i like sleeping in so much,,

its only february and i want a getaway already, how we survive till november. tell me tell me tell me.

PhotoTakaing adventure with parentsz tmr. Art coursework, 10 quality observational drawings & 2 developmental ones by 3 March. Can I even do 1? I doubt so.
Say hi when you see a short girl using an iPhone 4 going around churches taking pictures.

I should really start work.

//2014

Two months almost gone in 2014. What have I done? 

So many feelings, so many emotions, but at the end of the day, you know everyone's still gonna face it. 

GCE 'O lvls is the problem. Well problem ? Its gonna be the one that determines everything, that's gonna change our lives, for the better for the worse. 

Well there's no point dwelling about how its gonna affect us , but maybe we should stop self pitying and start moving . 

Ever since the introduction of tertiary education this year, I had no idea what to do after secondary school. I wasn't interested in business, not interested in engineering , and for the first time in my life I was considering to aim for Junior College . I just wanted to be successful in life, but hell who doesn't want to be successful.

I thought and thought , researched and asked , I was actually so depressed for not knowing what I want, what to aim for. I didn't have any direction until school gave us the Ngee Ann Poly booklet. 

I know what I want. I know what I want to do. - Arts Business Management. 

Previous' L1R4 cut off was 9. I must be a genius to be interested in that course. 

Lets be optimistic and just study all the way, 8 months is nothing. Determination is everything.