//La vie en rose

"Hold me close and hold me fast

The magic spell you cast

This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me, heaven sighs

And though I close my eyes

I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart

I'm in a world apart

A world where roses bloom

And when you speak, angels, sing from above

Everyday words seem

To turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me

And life will always be

La vie en rose"

//Flying without wings

"Everybody's looking for a something

                                                  One thing that makes it all complete
                                                  You'll find it in the strangest places
                                                  Places you never knew it could be"

//who cares about titles.

ok so food wasn't that comforting ,

 


you get what i mean.

Haven't been studying much lately, so much distractions so much feelings.

BUT LETS JUST SAY I'M ALL OVER IT, LETS NOT THINK AND TALK ABOUT IT OK !

I was hooked onto a wattpad story since yesterday, its called- I LOVE YOU, BESTFRIEND-. and I have no idea why, its not exactly a fantastic book, there's quite some grammar errors oh wells. 

#teamJeremy 

anyways, theres always so much going on in a teenage girl's mind, 

people say i think a lot, do i really? 

well don't everyone think? about whats going on , about how they feel, about what they should do , about work , about life, about friends. don't they? 

AM I THE ONLY WEIRD ONE HEREEE. 

theres so much to worry about it ya know. 

its Os this year. 

study 

study 

study 

and not blog, 

ok bye

well maybe not.  

//LSP

march holiday's gonna end soon, did I enjoy myself ? NOPPPEE.

Had 3 days of intensive LSP , learning support programme. Well it just sounds nice but its actually just normal lessons for graduating classes , only difference is that we get to wear sneakers and school tees.
Doesn't appeal to me much, art students still needa do course work . And I guess I'm the only one lagging behind. really. I can't

Life hasn't been fun lately. well who says life always have to be.

IM FOREVER CONTRADICTING MYSELF WTF.

Having the worst cramps ever now aint doing any good for my only alone day. well not alone ,
just had piano lesson and I can't decide what song to play for next week's recital on the flute.

>:|  Maybe I'll just play open arms again. don't judge me .

A friend's coming by tmr to use my oven , for his F&N practical practice. He's going full on man LOL .
looking forward to some comforting food.

I've been so lethargic these few days. I fall asleep before 11 for the whole week and I'm tired as hell in school . Body's screwed i tell you


really not enjoying myself. now.
I wanna go for a concert or something to just.. let down my hair.

//The Coastal Settlement.

I guess, nothing much have been going on with my life so far. Its just

school 

school

school 

and

school

hias

But , unplanned, we went over to The Coastal Settlement for lunch 2 weeks ago .( ha that long) (yep)

mom and I shared a sausage rosti and a Smoked salmon salad while dad ate his steak and egg. 

Main courses!

Starters :)

Dad was complaining that the steak didn't have any sauce hhaha I was like

 HEY THE SAUCE IS THE MEATJUICE YO

But really, it was awesome 

rosti was fab too! wish i had the smoked salmon one- definitely gonna order that the next time . 

salmon salad was nice, but i didn't really fancy the veg though. love the salmon . 

IM SO CRAVING FOR SHIOK MAKI YOU KNOW. 

:( :( :( HORMONES. I BLAME YOU . 

ok night. 

guys you know I'm still feeling excited to go for band tomorrow?
even when I'm stepping down
even when its only for an hour and a half
even when I shouldn't be there
but in the library revising .

(maybe taking CLB was a right choice.

anyways .
i really really don't want to step down.

ok enough of this bullshit of not wanting to step down sam
move on



OK SO
i haven't been really really really productive lately , which I'm supposed too.

honestly after TA1 . i haven't revised much

im screwed you know

im so tired lately ya know.
hormones oh hormones

staph

anyways I chanced upon
audio machine - tree of life
--its friggin awesomeeeeee

it really helps . 

//I don't wanna

Guys I don't wanna step down mannnnnnzzzzzzz 

Imagine me on the last day, during the partz . Or maybe there won't be one , I have no idea . But you get it 

Band has always been a big big big big part of my life. Many times before , I wake up in the morning. Just for band . 

I dread school but I love my band .

It is where I grew, as a leader, as a person. 

Once where all my problems all came from, 

Once where I found all my joy in life

Once where I freaked out the night before, 

once depriving me nights of sleep 

Once where we all jumped as one because we got Accomplishment 

Every big step in band, one step in my life. 

The experiences which can't be bought, and never possible without anyone in the band. 

Guys . I'm with the band. 

Eh guys you know actually studying & eating alone is cool . Haaaa right 

But I guess everyone needs alone time & it will come by when you need it ya know. 

Like coincidental events.. Okay maybe not so much of a coincidence . Well anywaysss. I enjoyed my time with myself ahahaha wtf 

Figured that soup spoon's actually a great place to study at like 3 in the afternoon. It's cooling and there's totally no people there, and the food's great. Just that .. Pricey uh . 

ONCE IN A PURPLE MOON YO 

And I guess I'm the only one who rather stroll  in the scorching sun for 20 minutes than to take a bus and squeeze like sardines with other students in the bus to the interchange. Even if I have a direct bus home. 

It's like a routine for me to walk to the interchange & get some food OR settle down to study before going home. Only if I end school before 4 that is. 

I can only do this on Wednesdays anddddd I'm cherishing it heeeehhhhh 

Anywayssss I received a note from le wifey this morning! I have no idea about it, my mom just woke me up as usual & said that she wrote it for me! 

I have no idea when she passed it to my mom or slid under the door or whatever . 

Means a lot! 

BIG HUGs! 

//BOBO

Hey bo bosssss its been a long time.

Zoom and the whole week was gone. Honestly I didn't even know what I was doing man.

I didn't do bad for my first Term Assessment as a sec 4 yoz. but it wasn't splendid either.
L1R4 : 15
heeeehhhhhh

Remember when I said I flunked my piano exam? TURNS OUT…… I GOT A MERIT!
but just on the dot, 120 marks hehh..

Anywayssss , I haven't been having the motivation to study lately :( seriously no kickkkk can someone punch me please.
I'm forever tired
Forever dreading
Forever afraid.
ANDDD its only march now. sigh pie sigh cake sigh macaroon

POA for homework. and its turning 9 soon. what is life man.

gosh

// delayed

Hope you girls love 10MOG's first surprise heh. 

Anyways it was last day of feb on Fridayz, spent quite some quality time with lovelie Cheng . Heh fatfood 

Love you loads Cheng! 

 

Went over to SEAquarium on Saturday, 

What a day man. Actually not , I wasn't really into Marine life , fishies will always be fishies which will be exploilated by mankind for entertainment and trade purposes. 

It's funny how parents don't understand their children though. 

Went for movz with a close friend todayzz . Officially my first horror in theater . Shrieked once hahhahah. 

Gosh the air smells like smoke . 

What if there's an unknown volcanic eruption . Ahahaha .

Alright night!