Today was soooo tiring.. i literally just stared On the floor of the bus the whole time on the way back Home thinking about band.
I have no idea why am I so tired. Because SYF is nearing? The stress? The boredom? The worrying? I can't concentrate in class at all today. I just kept floating away, dozing off. We had band today and to me, everything was sorta in a mess. Everyone was tired. And Farzana was there. Her own usual cute self. Okaaaay.
Cher told us that mrW was gonna come today but idk why he didn't. So we didn't really do much. Everyone was so down, so tired.. It's our last lap. We cannot afford to breakdown now.
But you can't expect the band to stay strong when the leaders are on the verge of breaking yeah. After changing to second flute. I felt that that part isn't important, no one can hear me. And I play badly in it... But it IS important.. I just couldn't tell myself that... How.. I can't play the running notes as well as in flute one. I know practice is key but there isn't much time and I am really really tired..
I can't take it anymore.
I don't feel well okay bye.
Sam
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
020413
HELLO SORRY I DIDNT REPLY FOR LIKE WEEKS.
LETS JUST SAY SOMETHING FANTASTIC HAPPENED AND SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED ALRIGHTTTT. I HAVE THINGS THAT I CAN'T REALLY TALK ABOUT BUT I'LL JUST SAY WHAT YOU CAN YEAH :)
OKAY SOOOO. I've been brought down to the second flute in band.. AND THATS VERY SAD. But I don't have regrets..I DESERVED IT. I played badly for the masterclass. My confidence dropped greatly. My playing standard dropped drastically. AND I admit that YE plays so so much better than me and yeah. I'm happy like that.
YiLer once mentioned that she's gonna make me cry sometime this week. Okay so. I'M PREPARED FOR THE WORST HAHAHAHAHA
so.... yeah I ranted all to Nicholas then so I'm happy now :)
Its e-learning day today yayyyy we supposedly have practice today but its like cancelled. aha need do some breathing in school early tmr together with the band.
GREAT. I HAVENT PRACTICE MY FLUTE TODAY HOW NICE. AND JOVEN IS ASLEEP YAY. TONIGHT IT IS.
So. I got kinda worked up last night as supposedly today's prac wasn't plan and I was doing everything and no one responded. like wtsssssss.
So, I'm gonna visit my nephew later in the evening. He was hospitalized ! ;O but he was discharged yesterday. yay
and yeaaaaaa :)
byes.
Sammyyyy
ps. FRIGGIN SYF IS IN 7 DAYS GAHHHHH 7 DAYS ONLY 6 PRACTICES LEFT.OMG
LETS JUST SAY SOMETHING FANTASTIC HAPPENED AND SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED ALRIGHTTTT. I HAVE THINGS THAT I CAN'T REALLY TALK ABOUT BUT I'LL JUST SAY WHAT YOU CAN YEAH :)
OKAY SOOOO. I've been brought down to the second flute in band.. AND THATS VERY SAD. But I don't have regrets..I DESERVED IT. I played badly for the masterclass. My confidence dropped greatly. My playing standard dropped drastically. AND I admit that YE plays so so much better than me and yeah. I'm happy like that.
YiLer once mentioned that she's gonna make me cry sometime this week. Okay so. I'M PREPARED FOR THE WORST HAHAHAHAHA
so.... yeah I ranted all to Nicholas then so I'm happy now :)
Its e-learning day today yayyyy we supposedly have practice today but its like cancelled. aha need do some breathing in school early tmr together with the band.
GREAT. I HAVENT PRACTICE MY FLUTE TODAY HOW NICE. AND JOVEN IS ASLEEP YAY. TONIGHT IT IS.
So. I got kinda worked up last night as supposedly today's prac wasn't plan and I was doing everything and no one responded. like wtsssssss.
So, I'm gonna visit my nephew later in the evening. He was hospitalized ! ;O but he was discharged yesterday. yay
and yeaaaaaa :)
byes.
Sammyyyy
ps. FRIGGIN SYF IS IN 7 DAYS GAHHHHH 7 DAYS ONLY 6 PRACTICES LEFT.OMG
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)