Today was soooo tiring.. i literally just stared On the floor of the bus the whole time on the way back Home thinking about band.
I have no idea why am I so tired. Because SYF is nearing? The stress? The boredom? The worrying? I can't concentrate in class at all today. I just kept floating away, dozing off. We had band today and to me, everything was sorta in a mess. Everyone was tired. And Farzana was there. Her own usual cute self. Okaaaay.
Cher told us that mrW was gonna come today but idk why he didn't. So we didn't really do much. Everyone was so down, so tired.. It's our last lap. We cannot afford to breakdown now.
But you can't expect the band to stay strong when the leaders are on the verge of breaking yeah. After changing to second flute. I felt that that part isn't important, no one can hear me. And I play badly in it... But it IS important.. I just couldn't tell myself that... How.. I can't play the running notes as well as in flute one. I know practice is key but there isn't much time and I am really really tired..
I can't take it anymore.
I don't feel well okay bye.
Sam
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