Comments. What comments?

HEY WORLD.
So I guess its time to update about my life yeah. LIFELIFELIFELIFE. no comments about it.
For all I'm going through now, I don't know exactly how to express myself, or simply, I don't know what or how I feel . And I don't want to. ManyMany things has happened recently and Sometimes I feel that, I don't have anyone to talk to now. Truly talk to , to rant all day long and just understands every single thing I do, everything I say. With all my mummering and  stuttering and incoherent voice . 
Yes I do have true friends and of course I cherish them.. but its just different. No one understands what I'm going through and honestly, I wish I'm not going through all these .

I know how inexplicably hard it is to actually LOSE a friend, someone who turns cold to you, never talking again. Imagine the same happy person, who laughs and smiles. But now it's not because of you and it's never gonna be the same. Broken friendships are hard to move on from, especially when you get to see them almost on a daily basis with no choice. And seeing your same friend, changing so drastically just in front of you, turning into a whole different you never knew. It's just, depressing, knowing that the same friendship will never be the same. No one wants this to ever happen but it's just.. Life I guess? 

I believe that life is never easy, and life is hard. But in the philosophy of hard work comes sweet success . It may not be hard work for now, but just endurance maybe? Endurance with life and just.. Move on. 

People come and go, true friends leave too, but to do something to make you happy. Make sense? Not exactly but yeah. True friends stay on and do what they are. As friends. 

You're happy as long as the people you care for are happy 

ok enough of those deep feelings.
Term assessment results are backkkkk( for quite some time alr haha) 

Kinda disappointed though, well not kinda. I am. So basically I didn't improve on anything at all.

 I dropped 4 grades for my history and barely passed English and Accounts. Mathematics & sciences remained Bs. oh and failed Chinese Language. And if im not wrong, 60+% of the cohort failed.

I was really excited about getting my History paper back, until wednesday morning when my teacher said. " Sam you could've done better" Those 4 words left me pondering the whole day . and yeah I dropped so much.

But I KNOW. That what has happened HAS happened and nothing can change anything.

SO, gonna start mugging next week and I truly hope everything pays off. SO I CAN FOCUS ON BAND WITHOUT REGRETS AND ENJOY THE TIME OF MY LIFE PRACTICING FOR THE HK TRIP.

Anyways, Aunt, Mom and I went out to town last last Saturday! It was my first time trying buffet Town and its really fantastic. FRESH SASHIMI YO. And its not really exorbitant considering that there's free flow of sashimi & oysters and other good fooooddd. I wish I stayed longer!
So after lunch we went shopping ( duh ) got some paper stock and some other random stuff. :D

Alright moving on, 

I don't know why but, I'm actually excited to get my themes for my end of year paper for Art. I'm not usually excited for art ( considering that it was copying painting for at least a month. ) but I guess this whole preparation thing for it will be.. Tedious but fun? I have a good feeling for it hahahhahah. 

We're getting our papers on Thursday, right after our school's art exhibition -The walking Dot. Eggcited 

Talking about it, we (Art students) are gonna be ambassadors for de art exhibition on Thursday. We're actually having some ACES ( all children exercise simultaneously ) activity for a period in the morning before having a big breakfast ( where the whole class have breakfast together ) 

But I'm glad that we're off as ambassadors . New experience yo. And I really really like the walking dot . 

Every art piece starts with a dot. You drag the dot as it walks and it becomes a line, the dragged dot then meets other of it's own friends then becomes a shape, from it, many experience, good bad happy sad, fills it out and other dots appear, just like life, to become a form.  

-interpreted from what my teacher mentioned.

I actually wanna talk about my experience of copy painting, but you know what, nah I shouldn't. It's too depressing hahjahahaahhaha well at least it's completed. 

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. 

Oh oh and guess what, TEACHER'S DAY IS ARRIVING AND THE BAND'S PERFORMING ! The whole school will witness ( or at least hear ) JYSB. -Create awareness yo. And the one and only rehearsal's tomorrow. I'm gonna conduct for the performance 。_  。WELL ANOTHER EXPERIENCE RIGHTTTTT. Haha . Everything's kinda messy, considering that we only have 70minutes together with so many other performers. No I do not mean that we need 70 minutes, 10 will be sufficient . But thing is, IT'S TEACHERS DAY WHY HAVE IT DURING CCE PERIODS? And participants & student councillors ( which is like half of the school i guess ) need to be excused from 2 periods of lessons to prepare. Like, what's the point? Other schools get to celebrate on Thursday together with ACES. B U T I understand that, we can't waste time for celebration. We need to S•T•U•D•Y ok. Sigh. Life is hard. 

Alright it's late and I've yet to charge my phone soooo, bye! Ps, the next post should be about fooood ;)

Xx, SammyyyT 

HAPPY SEPTEMBER! Follow me on instaG, @  MusicSpeaksLikeArt 

And on twitter, @ SammyyyT 

(Should I change both to SammyyyT? )