Hellos:)
Anywayssss I know my streaming results around 10 in da morning 2/11. So. I got into 3E3 with my first choice, POA with Art, Biology/Chemistry and History/Social studies. Well. I'm happy that I got my first choice.. But. The joy's missing.. I'm afraid that I'll regret the choice. Yeah I have HuiCheng with me. So what? Art may pull me down. And waste all of my time, my energy. I could've done well in 3E1 with triple pure science and be the top few scorers. But... Gah it's just unexplainable. It's like.. Ahh nvm.
Oh and. Sec threes are off for bridging so. Guess who's one of the people in charge. Me. So. Conductor gave me loads of feedback on how to a good leader.. But. I'm just.. Shy. I have no confidence in myself. What if I lead wrongly? I'll harm the whole band. What if they don't trust me? What if I teach them the wrong things? Grr.. STRESSS andddd the VIA event also.. I'm in charge of the performance which isn't settled. Yet. Geh.
I'll be going to Kukup tomorrow for a night so I'll be returning on Sunday' :)
Prepare for a photo post! :))
Byes
-Sam x
OH AND. LITTLE THING's VIDEO's COMING OUT IN 5 MINUTES!!!!
Friday, November 2, 2012
Monday, October 29, 2012
Like its made just for me:) PLUS ONESHOT
Well hello once againnnn:)
I'm having quite a headache but I still decided to blog. Hehh;)
OMGGGG LITTLE THINGS CAME OUT TODAY <3 awesomeeeee. It's super obvious that its written by EdSheeran.. It's like. His style haha.
Anyways.. We're getting back our steaming results on Friday.. I'm really afraid if I regret my choice. What if I can do better in pure sciences? What if HuiCheng didn't get into 3E3? I'll be all alone.. Once again. What will happen to us if I get into 3E1? The memories. The times... :'( I really don't know. What if I can't Handle art? What if I flunk art? :( .. Ahhh nevermind. This Friday's gonna tell me everything, right?
Haha I'm going to Kukup for a family gathering this weekend and stay in a chalet with like all of my relatives on bunk beds. Not exactly all but 10 of them? The itinerary claims that there's Wifi there. So I guess I'll blog there? Heheheheh.
There's CCA tomorrow andddd secondary threes are off for bridging lessons and secondary twos take charge.. I wonder what'll happen.
There's nothing much to blog about of my life, but I really feel like writing. Well here's a short one shot of OneDirection? Hope it's good:)
The butterflies in my tummy will never leave. Not after what Louis did to me tonight. Yes. I went on a date with Louis Tomlinson. It was our first date. I wore a floral blouse with lace ends mainly green and pink with light denim shorts and a pair of simple ballet flats. I left my hair just as it is, brown and wavy with a clip to keep my fringe off my face. I had some light make-up on with a tinge of eyeliner and shadow. And a drawstring brown leather bag to top it all off. He blindfolded me at first and finally surprised me by the hilltop. There was it, the sunset. The horizon was orange, yellow and red. It was the best sunset I've ever witnessed.. I thanked him and we chatted till it was dark. We hopped onto his Mini Cooper once again an sped off to a restaurant plus cafe. It was a romantic one, outdoors. Decorated with everything much to my liking.. I ordered some pasta while he had a steak. The food wasn't as tasty but the atmosphere deserves full marks. We chatted once again along with a game of 20 Questions. Then a waitress came along with a bouquet of multi colored tulips. She passed it to him and I stared at him at awe.
"Are these for me?" I stuttered out.
He nodded, looking at me lovingly and handed me the bouquet. How did he know I loved tulips? I wondered to myself. While I was admiring the tulips, he placed a white box with a Teal ribbon, the size bigger than a match box.
"Open it." He said
"it's for you." His eyes sparkled under the moonlight.
I put down the bouquet and opened the box. It was bracelet. With "you are mine" engraved in a small piece of metal attached. He offered to put it on for me and I gladly accepted. Tears threatened to fall but I held it back. I can't help it. I'm a total softie..
He then drove me back to my apartment which was 3 apartments away from his. And as he sent me back, he stopped on the porch and gave me a hug. He let go and looked at me. Deep into my eyes. He slowly leant in. Then gave me a peck. I kissed back. And here I am now. In my room on my bed. Enjoying the after taste of my best date ever.
Louis Tomlinson just stole my first kiss.
There guys there you have it. My first ever completed oneshot:)
Do tell me how it is! Sorry if its annoying. Haha
LITTLE THINGS <3
-Sam
I'm having quite a headache but I still decided to blog. Hehh;)
OMGGGG LITTLE THINGS CAME OUT TODAY <3 awesomeeeee. It's super obvious that its written by EdSheeran.. It's like. His style haha.
Anyways.. We're getting back our steaming results on Friday.. I'm really afraid if I regret my choice. What if I can do better in pure sciences? What if HuiCheng didn't get into 3E3? I'll be all alone.. Once again. What will happen to us if I get into 3E1? The memories. The times... :'( I really don't know. What if I can't Handle art? What if I flunk art? :( .. Ahhh nevermind. This Friday's gonna tell me everything, right?
Haha I'm going to Kukup for a family gathering this weekend and stay in a chalet with like all of my relatives on bunk beds. Not exactly all but 10 of them? The itinerary claims that there's Wifi there. So I guess I'll blog there? Heheheheh.
There's CCA tomorrow andddd secondary threes are off for bridging lessons and secondary twos take charge.. I wonder what'll happen.
There's nothing much to blog about of my life, but I really feel like writing. Well here's a short one shot of OneDirection? Hope it's good:)
The butterflies in my tummy will never leave. Not after what Louis did to me tonight. Yes. I went on a date with Louis Tomlinson. It was our first date. I wore a floral blouse with lace ends mainly green and pink with light denim shorts and a pair of simple ballet flats. I left my hair just as it is, brown and wavy with a clip to keep my fringe off my face. I had some light make-up on with a tinge of eyeliner and shadow. And a drawstring brown leather bag to top it all off. He blindfolded me at first and finally surprised me by the hilltop. There was it, the sunset. The horizon was orange, yellow and red. It was the best sunset I've ever witnessed.. I thanked him and we chatted till it was dark. We hopped onto his Mini Cooper once again an sped off to a restaurant plus cafe. It was a romantic one, outdoors. Decorated with everything much to my liking.. I ordered some pasta while he had a steak. The food wasn't as tasty but the atmosphere deserves full marks. We chatted once again along with a game of 20 Questions. Then a waitress came along with a bouquet of multi colored tulips. She passed it to him and I stared at him at awe.
"Are these for me?" I stuttered out.
He nodded, looking at me lovingly and handed me the bouquet. How did he know I loved tulips? I wondered to myself. While I was admiring the tulips, he placed a white box with a Teal ribbon, the size bigger than a match box.
"Open it." He said
"it's for you." His eyes sparkled under the moonlight.
I put down the bouquet and opened the box. It was bracelet. With "you are mine" engraved in a small piece of metal attached. He offered to put it on for me and I gladly accepted. Tears threatened to fall but I held it back. I can't help it. I'm a total softie..
He then drove me back to my apartment which was 3 apartments away from his. And as he sent me back, he stopped on the porch and gave me a hug. He let go and looked at me. Deep into my eyes. He slowly leant in. Then gave me a peck. I kissed back. And here I am now. In my room on my bed. Enjoying the after taste of my best date ever.
Louis Tomlinson just stole my first kiss.
There guys there you have it. My first ever completed oneshot:)
Do tell me how it is! Sorry if its annoying. Haha
LITTLE THINGS <3
-Sam
Sunday, October 28, 2012
And the tears stream down my face
Heyyy guysss
I admit. Yes I cried. but what can I do? Its just too... too.. well I don't know how to describe but yeah...
I really should've cherished the times we ALL have together.. as a class.
There're so many events that happened.. I can't possibly remember all but some are just simply inforgettable.. So. here's our last camwhore... :'( I'll really miss you guys... It cannot be put in words...
THANK YOU. FOR EVERYTHING <3
I admit. Yes I cried. but what can I do? Its just too... too.. well I don't know how to describe but yeah...
I really should've cherished the times we ALL have together.. as a class.
There're so many events that happened.. I can't possibly remember all but some are just simply inforgettable.. So. here's our last camwhore... :'( I'll really miss you guys... It cannot be put in words...
(I teared listing to this)
xxxx-Sam
Jyss 2E4'12
See how time flies? Poof! and 2 years about to flutter by. I've been the same school, same class, same people for 2 years. and now, we're gonna be split into many classes. The memories, The bad times, The good times. Its just too much. Everything's gonna change now..
No more going high with the girls
No more Joseph shouting across the room
No more Cheryn over reacting
No more Jasmine and Cheryl sticking with each other like super glue
No more Phyllis teasing me and Nicholas, Sammy and KenJun
No more people shouting to keep the class in order
Isnt it weird that we have the most councillors in a class and our class the noisiest class? Yeah. that's us. 2E4.
No more Kenneth's weird laughter.
No more Tarmizi laughing exactly like a dog
No more Sa'ed's fun times.. Mondays eh
No more JiaYi going high with me like 0293791246
No more Sabrina's craziness
WE COULD IT HAVE IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL
No more Nerissa flirting with Richmond
No more Ambrose -__-
No more Arthur spamming questions
No more Elias speaking his own stuff and trying hard to fit in
No more JadeKi drawing in class
No more Chuying and Farzana using their phone
No more Sammy as my partner
No more Donavern's sickness
No more Benjamine sleeping in class
No more Kenneth Tan annoying
No more Shelly and Aisha talking oh so softly
No more Vorachote's cockiness
No more HuiCheng
No more owning KenJun
No more Rina scoring in everything
No more Richmond talking back.
No more everything..
No more bus rides
No more lunch dates
No more projects
No more teasing
No more pranking
Nothing...
Guyss.. for the past 2 years, You changed my life. All of you. None of you will understand how I feel..
There are so many events that changed me.. I really love you guys. Thank you <3
I miss everyone :'(
Xxxxx -Sam
No more going high with the girls
No more Joseph shouting across the room
No more Cheryn over reacting
No more Jasmine and Cheryl sticking with each other like super glue
No more Phyllis teasing me and Nicholas, Sammy and KenJun
No more people shouting to keep the class in order
Isnt it weird that we have the most councillors in a class and our class the noisiest class? Yeah. that's us. 2E4.
No more Kenneth's weird laughter.
No more Tarmizi laughing exactly like a dog
No more Sa'ed's fun times.. Mondays eh
No more JiaYi going high with me like 0293791246
No more Sabrina's craziness
WE COULD IT HAVE IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL
No more Nerissa flirting with Richmond
No more Ambrose -__-
No more Arthur spamming questions
No more Elias speaking his own stuff and trying hard to fit in
No more JadeKi drawing in class
No more Chuying and Farzana using their phone
No more Sammy as my partner
No more Donavern's sickness
No more Benjamine sleeping in class
No more Kenneth Tan annoying
No more Shelly and Aisha talking oh so softly
No more Vorachote's cockiness
No more HuiCheng
No more owning KenJun
No more Rina scoring in everything
No more Richmond talking back.
No more everything..
No more bus rides
No more lunch dates
No more projects
No more teasing
No more pranking
Nothing...
Guyss.. for the past 2 years, You changed my life. All of you. None of you will understand how I feel..
There are so many events that changed me.. I really love you guys. Thank you <3
I miss everyone :'(
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Xxxxx -Sam
Friday, October 19, 2012
Okay hello:)
So I got back my Final Overall Result Slip today. and guess what.
CLASS POSITION~7
LEVEL POSITION~29
So it was really really unexpected. I thought that I've dropped to the 20+ range in class. ;'D I guess the CA marks really helped me:) I was sorta hyperventilating in class. I was so so happy:)
So I got back my Final Overall Result Slip today. and guess what.
CLASS POSITION~7
LEVEL POSITION~29
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I'm getting my iPhone 5 :)
So that's all for today:)
Byess! xx
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
You're just a small bump and 4 months you're brought to life
Hello!:)
So, I decided that I'll write today. I just got back my results yesterday, let's just say it wasn't pleasant at all. I could've scored much more.. Much much more. I was so so unlucky to fall ill at both of the examination periods. Firstly it was getting an anxiety attack and a viral infection then came the annoying flu bug which used up both packets of my tissues resulting in me going to the washroom to blow my nose.. I could've completed the paper and double checked it. :( I had too much careless mistakes. Just too much. How unlucky could I go?
"So, the moral of it is that I, SamanthaTham, cannot take exams."
Now with my current bad results, where can I go? It'll never be possible for me to take pure sciences with what I have. I'm not interested in Double Mathematics, I won't be able get into Literature class, I only got a B3, I'm afraid of computer studies. So, my only hope is PrincipleOfAccounts. But the sad thing is, I don't understand how accounting works.. I don't even get how stock prices fall and grow when I watched HK dramas.. I'm messed up.
"Just carry on with life"
Alright enough of 'Grieving'. Let me tell you how I spent my post-exam partying:)
Day 1, -Wednesday- went out with besties <I mentioned in my Previous post :)>
Day 2,-Thursday- Besties`HuiCheng`JiaYi`Meredith Came over.
We had 2 rounds of the Chubby Bunny challenged and I ended up with 6 in the second round, HuiCheng with 7 and lastly, Meredith with only 4 :> JiaYi wasn't in as she came late >.<
Then, we played charades. It was hilarious! Some guesses was like
ChineseBlueShitShitBlueChinese
WUUUULightBulb
SunSilkLightbulb
and many many more idiotic guesses we came up with which I forgot.. Sorreh!
Day 3,-Friday- LunchDate with HuiCheng :)
Ate at KimGary's. Saw some of JunYuan's Chinese department teachers. Such coincidence! We were like >Awkwardddd< haha yeah
Day4,-SATURDAYY-
Shopping date with Mom. Went to RaffelsCity. Ate SushiExpress for lunch. Let me tell you, it was nice! and surprisingly cheap! Got quite some buys Hehhehh
Bought 3 cardigans @ $15 each, A pair of Dark Teal Laced shorts @$39~Mom actually 'forced' me to get and a ButterFly top with a tad bit of lacing in front:) @$20
Ate Potatoeeee Depot for dinner. It wasn't that good but it was interesting:)
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Day5,-Sunday-
Nothing much happened.. well not exactly but I just don't wanna recollect and rant about it now ;X
Went to Tampines Central with GrandMa and Mom. And guess what, I met JiaYi at T1's foodcourt, Kopitans :3
Day6,-Monday- Marking Day!
All students were exempted from school that day.. Sent Band Books for photocopying. Lunch at Tampines1 with Aunt, GrandMa and Mom. Awesome lunch. Met my senior, Stacia on the way. Then GrandMa went home. Shopping spree for The three of us! <3 But Mom and Aunt went to get they're Citizenship forms.. then we're off to Bugis! Got loads of buys too! Got a Teal satchel, a pair of shoes, shorts and a Moustache tee. And I saw Stacia again at Bugis! Hehh Ate LaksaNia for dinner at Bugis+ It wasn't bad but I doubt we'll ever drop by again!
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Lessons officially resumes Yesterday, Tuesday. Thats when I got back my horrendous results back.....
Anyways, CCA RESUMED! Yay! LikaAFinally. Its been around a month since the last Band Practice. I missed it so so dearly! But someone was coooolllllddddd to me. sortof. or was it just that we didn't have the opportunity to chat? Well nevermind. It feels really awesome for CCA to get back on track.
GoodNews, BandCamp's been pushed forward by a week! :D Like that there wouldn't be a need for me to leave a night early! Awesome!
Alright, I needa go now. Just realized that wasn't a short post.
Night lovlies!
`Sam Xx
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Some nights I always Win
Helloooo :)
Its been a looooong time eh? Sorryyss heh I was super busy in school and tied up with -stuff-.
Well guess what? EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER! I was really really really stressed up for exams.. I got some anxiety attack due to some viral infection just ONE day before my first paper which was around two week ago :( Sadded me.
What's more's that I got the flu bug on the day of my fifth paper, 2 days ago.. Let's just say that I'm an unlucky girl?
I did my best this time. No matter in revision or taking the paper. I have nothing to be afraid of. The results I get back are just my standard. I did try my best. :)
I just partiedd with BESTIES just now <3 <3
PASTAMANIAAAAAA -Turkey Bacon cheesy crumble!
Its been a looooong time eh? Sorryyss heh I was super busy in school and tied up with -stuff-.
Well guess what? EXAMINATIONS ARE OVER! I was really really really stressed up for exams.. I got some anxiety attack due to some viral infection just ONE day before my first paper which was around two week ago :( Sadded me.
What's more's that I got the flu bug on the day of my fifth paper, 2 days ago.. Let's just say that I'm an unlucky girl?
I did my best this time. No matter in revision or taking the paper. I have nothing to be afraid of. The results I get back are just my standard. I did try my best. :)
I just partiedd with BESTIES just now <3 <3
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| I JUMP JUMP JUMP! |
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| Modified Dog Tags :) JiaYi's then Mine then HuiCheng's |
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| JSH <3 |
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| OMG JIAYI |
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| Loving the fingers :3 |
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| De Odd one out >:} |
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| Dog eyesssss |
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| Squeezeeeeee |
We wanted to watch a movie butttt there wasn't anything much to watch so, we ended up having lunch atttttttt
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It was kinda scary to see how JiaYi and HuiCheng gobble the cheeseeeee . Right they're free of charge but they don't have to use up most of the bottle :3
hehheh then we went to get our dogtags <3 Loviing the JSM :D
I love today. <3
shall post the next time!
Xx
shall post the next time!
Xx
Monday, September 3, 2012
Your words, They don't mean a thing, I'm not listening
Helloosssss
Alrights. I've been kinda you know these days but the bright side isssss
I've became much closer with my band mates. :) Yiler, JengSuan, DaiXiong and finally Nicholas. And the problem is, YL,JS and DX keep pairing me up with Nic. okaysss whatever.
So yeahhh. Nicholas is currently a great friend of mine:) We've been dedicated a games day to do with the band. and it explains how we kinda got so close :3 hehehehe
I've completed half of my homework todayyyy which is a good thing. hahahah imma slack for today:)
hehe sinful.
Whoopiessss there's band tomorrow. from 1-6:) awesome. hehehhhh.
Wifeyy actually forgotten our date. :( haha Its our usual timing together every friday night. Chillin out at night, chatting and stuff :)
I'll go off now!
Goodbyess
Xx
Alrights. I've been kinda you know these days but the bright side isssss
I've became much closer with my band mates. :) Yiler, JengSuan, DaiXiong and finally Nicholas. And the problem is, YL,JS and DX keep pairing me up with Nic. okaysss whatever.
So yeahhh. Nicholas is currently a great friend of mine:) We've been dedicated a games day to do with the band. and it explains how we kinda got so close :3 hehehehe
I've completed half of my homework todayyyy which is a good thing. hahahah imma slack for today:)
hehe sinful.
Whoopiessss there's band tomorrow. from 1-6:) awesome. hehehhhh.
Wifeyy actually forgotten our date. :( haha Its our usual timing together every friday night. Chillin out at night, chatting and stuff :)
I'll go off now!
Goodbyess
Xx
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Tell me why.
Okay hello.
Had a very very hectic day. I was worrying over my chemistry test the whole night yesterday. Not only that. I feel a growing distance between all of my friends and I. I know that my temper's bad and I can't stand certain people. But I'm trying my best to change you see.. One of the things I cherish in life, in the world's friendship. I can't afford to loose friendship. I depend alot on my friends. I'm the only child. I can't seek anyone else. I hate it like this. I really want the old us. Where the whole big bunch of us stay together, play together, laugh together, cry together. I really miss those times. I know I'm bad. But I'm trying to change correct? I'm so sorry. I miss you guys :'( The times we had with each other's precious. This goes out to all of my girlfriends. All of you guys.
I had to stay back in school for my panelist judging once again and a group wasn't well prepared. It gave us panelists all a headache. After the judging 3 of us needa rush for tuition and get our teacher's presents for teacher's day after tuition. I was already having a headache during tuition and the choosing of presents was worse. My dad called me to rush us because he wanted to get his dinner. Couldn't he wait a little longer? I barely had lunch and I can't even buy my dinner. Wait a little will die isit? Now all because of him, I need wait for almost another hour for my dinner.
Getting onto the car. The first thing I breathed in was. Cigarette smoke. Was he back to smoking again? I thought he quit? Why? There wouldn't be any smell of smoke if he didn't smoke right? So he must've smoked. But I'm afraid to confront him. I asked him but he wasn't honest. How? Do I ask him again? That smell of smoke worsened my headache. It's bad. Really bad. I still have homework and loads of pressies to prepare.
I really can't handle all this pressure anymore. I'm gonna snap. I hate headaches.
Alright.
Bye Xx
Had a very very hectic day. I was worrying over my chemistry test the whole night yesterday. Not only that. I feel a growing distance between all of my friends and I. I know that my temper's bad and I can't stand certain people. But I'm trying my best to change you see.. One of the things I cherish in life, in the world's friendship. I can't afford to loose friendship. I depend alot on my friends. I'm the only child. I can't seek anyone else. I hate it like this. I really want the old us. Where the whole big bunch of us stay together, play together, laugh together, cry together. I really miss those times. I know I'm bad. But I'm trying to change correct? I'm so sorry. I miss you guys :'( The times we had with each other's precious. This goes out to all of my girlfriends. All of you guys.
I had to stay back in school for my panelist judging once again and a group wasn't well prepared. It gave us panelists all a headache. After the judging 3 of us needa rush for tuition and get our teacher's presents for teacher's day after tuition. I was already having a headache during tuition and the choosing of presents was worse. My dad called me to rush us because he wanted to get his dinner. Couldn't he wait a little longer? I barely had lunch and I can't even buy my dinner. Wait a little will die isit? Now all because of him, I need wait for almost another hour for my dinner.
Getting onto the car. The first thing I breathed in was. Cigarette smoke. Was he back to smoking again? I thought he quit? Why? There wouldn't be any smell of smoke if he didn't smoke right? So he must've smoked. But I'm afraid to confront him. I asked him but he wasn't honest. How? Do I ask him again? That smell of smoke worsened my headache. It's bad. Really bad. I still have homework and loads of pressies to prepare.
I really can't handle all this pressure anymore. I'm gonna snap. I hate headaches.
Alright.
Bye Xx
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Well hello!
I guess I'm feeling alright today X3
Just got a little bored at home. Haha I did nothing much today.. Just went for the talk regarding my streaming for next year then I had CCA. We packed the Librarian cupboard today and I have some views about :X
Well here's my rant~ I failed. I confess that I failed as a Librarian. But, you can't entirely blame me right? No one taught me the ropes. Not exactly but.. yeah you know. We actually needed our majors to help us out and instruct our Head Librarian. She totally nonchalant. Not to smear but you get what I mean. The cupboard was really really in a mess and nothing was planned. I rearranged the photocopied and binded conductor scores. Strength wreaking. :( We should really plan something but I, as a junior librarian can't do much.. Let natural's beauty take its place, Shall we?
So... I'm going to Bugis once again to get someone's birthday Pressie. Excited! I just know what to get her!<3 Emmm I haven't been doing much for my First ever fanfiction but I promise it'll get into progress later in the night! :)
I guess I'll stop here today.
Nighties! Xx
I guess I'm feeling alright today X3
Just got a little bored at home. Haha I did nothing much today.. Just went for the talk regarding my streaming for next year then I had CCA. We packed the Librarian cupboard today and I have some views about :X
Well here's my rant~ I failed. I confess that I failed as a Librarian. But, you can't entirely blame me right? No one taught me the ropes. Not exactly but.. yeah you know. We actually needed our majors to help us out and instruct our Head Librarian. She totally nonchalant. Not to smear but you get what I mean. The cupboard was really really in a mess and nothing was planned. I rearranged the photocopied and binded conductor scores. Strength wreaking. :( We should really plan something but I, as a junior librarian can't do much.. Let natural's beauty take its place, Shall we?
So... I'm going to Bugis once again to get someone's birthday Pressie. Excited! I just know what to get her!<3 Emmm I haven't been doing much for my First ever fanfiction but I promise it'll get into progress later in the night! :)
I guess I'll stop here today.
Nighties! Xx
Friday, August 24, 2012
It took my life from positive to negative.
Hello people. I'm alive:)
Alrights This post's not gonna recollect all the events that happened for the past week or two.. So yeah just stay one and read my rant yeah?
Isn't it weird to be odd? I'm an odd person I have to admit. My 'sisters' I class are mostly StudentCouncilors while I'm not. SC's are super busy people with events and stuff. So yeah I'm like. Always alone going home. :( and. BandMembers I'm close with are ALL secondary threes -except for Nicholas- and they're all EXCOs. They talk loads of stuff I shouldn't be listening about. And I'd feel extra and stuff. I think it's just.. Fate
-confession- I'll feel uneasy when I'm near a male I know. Uneasy as in nervous and stuff. How can I be like the others? Care free and more. I'm ugly and fat. While others are pretty and thin. The total opposite of me. Why is life like that? Why can't it be equal?
Two words. FriendShip's brittle.
I used to be very close and united to all of my friends. We'll go hyper together, have fun together, laugh together. I really miss the times we had. Ever since my birthday 'party' everyone's falling apart. my closest' friend's now drifting away. It's hard you know? With a bitch who look downs on people, who thinks she can rap and sing well, who thinks she's hardworking and smart. Listen. I can beat you if I get down serious on my work. I'm just lazy. And I admit it.
Dear, she looked down on you not only once as you can see. I can't see the point why you're closer to her when you used to be my closest sister last time.. I admit. I have a bad temper. I have moodswings often and I get crossed easily. But everything happens for a reason? It's like your actions are still childish when you're actually 16 already. Yes 16. 2 years older than me but you're like 2 years younger. I don't know. I may be the one who matures fast. But who cares? We're sisters right? I really hate myself. I try to control my temper but it's totally uncontrollable. I miss the old us.
Now. JYSS'12 2E4 used to be a very happy class until MissCircle came in. An old hag who don't understands us. But I know she's doing for our best but. The way she treats us is just unruly and ridiculous. First she separates our desks. Then she shifts everyone's place to a big big pile of mess. Then she shifts my male partner whom I've been siting with part of secondary one till now. See. My partner's my friend so yeah. All because of my other friend, boo. Caused us to stop being friends. She caused all the awkwardness between us all because of a good night text. She paired us up as couples and made loads of comments. When I don't even like him. Only as a friend and partner. No one was supporting her. As usual but it caused us to be classmates only. Not even friends. -See Phyllis boo? If you're reading this. I hope you know what you've done. I lost a male friend.-
I guess I'm done here.
Byes. Thanks for reading!
Xx Sam
Alrights This post's not gonna recollect all the events that happened for the past week or two.. So yeah just stay one and read my rant yeah?
Isn't it weird to be odd? I'm an odd person I have to admit. My 'sisters' I class are mostly StudentCouncilors while I'm not. SC's are super busy people with events and stuff. So yeah I'm like. Always alone going home. :( and. BandMembers I'm close with are ALL secondary threes -except for Nicholas- and they're all EXCOs. They talk loads of stuff I shouldn't be listening about. And I'd feel extra and stuff. I think it's just.. Fate
-confession- I'll feel uneasy when I'm near a male I know. Uneasy as in nervous and stuff. How can I be like the others? Care free and more. I'm ugly and fat. While others are pretty and thin. The total opposite of me. Why is life like that? Why can't it be equal?
Two words. FriendShip's brittle.
I used to be very close and united to all of my friends. We'll go hyper together, have fun together, laugh together. I really miss the times we had. Ever since my birthday 'party' everyone's falling apart. my closest' friend's now drifting away. It's hard you know? With a bitch who look downs on people, who thinks she can rap and sing well, who thinks she's hardworking and smart. Listen. I can beat you if I get down serious on my work. I'm just lazy. And I admit it.
Dear, she looked down on you not only once as you can see. I can't see the point why you're closer to her when you used to be my closest sister last time.. I admit. I have a bad temper. I have moodswings often and I get crossed easily. But everything happens for a reason? It's like your actions are still childish when you're actually 16 already. Yes 16. 2 years older than me but you're like 2 years younger. I don't know. I may be the one who matures fast. But who cares? We're sisters right? I really hate myself. I try to control my temper but it's totally uncontrollable. I miss the old us.
Now. JYSS'12 2E4 used to be a very happy class until MissCircle came in. An old hag who don't understands us. But I know she's doing for our best but. The way she treats us is just unruly and ridiculous. First she separates our desks. Then she shifts everyone's place to a big big pile of mess. Then she shifts my male partner whom I've been siting with part of secondary one till now. See. My partner's my friend so yeah. All because of my other friend, boo. Caused us to stop being friends. She caused all the awkwardness between us all because of a good night text. She paired us up as couples and made loads of comments. When I don't even like him. Only as a friend and partner. No one was supporting her. As usual but it caused us to be classmates only. Not even friends. -See Phyllis boo? If you're reading this. I hope you know what you've done. I lost a male friend.-
I guess I'm done here.
Byes. Thanks for reading!
Xx Sam
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad.
Okay a serious post now!
The week went past quickly for me. It was the week our Singapore's national day fall. The parade was alright and I think I found my uncle playing in the parade's band! :) We needed to perform in the parade our school was conducting. I went past in a flash and we were all in a rush. We needed to change to our red tees and join our class to do our CIP work which was giving out flag.
after our school's celebration, I met up with my primary school mates! HuiLin, ZhiLin and Shanice. We had Mcdonalds for lunch and went up to the open plaza. They attacked me with a cushion hammer they bought for my birthday! :)
Then at night Meredith and I came out to have some drinks and chat. We got so. so high. :)
The week went past quickly for me. It was the week our Singapore's national day fall. The parade was alright and I think I found my uncle playing in the parade's band! :) We needed to perform in the parade our school was conducting. I went past in a flash and we were all in a rush. We needed to change to our red tees and join our class to do our CIP work which was giving out flag.
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| In the morning with my band uniform without my blazer! |
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| Our allocated block's void deck! |
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| FreeBies! <3 |
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| Beautiful Shanice :) |
So yeah.. we had a break from school from Thursday to Sunday. Mom and I went out bugis to shop on NationalDay! 9.8.12 Yes!
Then at night Meredith and I came out to have some drinks and chat. We got so. so high. :)
Thats all for my national day Celebration! Bye Lovelies!
xx
Someone.
Well hello. You might call this a sentimental post or whatever. Here you go!
Isn't life full of values? Growing up is a process which I much enjoy. We were once innocent and naive. But as times past and experiences flow, we'll learn to understand and learn more. When I was young, I didn't know what I like. Many things influence me. Take music for example. I didn't know that I had the passion for pop music until a few months ago. And here I am now, singing and having fun with music. I realise that i have missed out alot and am enjoying myself now. Its like some people mature faster some people mature slower. I like to know what I truly like in this process of growing up. Its with the influence we get. I understood loads of things i didn't last time. Like friendship and shit. Friendship is one of the important stuff in life. You can't see it but you can feel it. Growing up is what everyone will go through but not everyone enjoys it. I really can't wait to grow up and be a more matured person. Honestly, I think I mature faster then most people but it doesn't matter. People will still take me as a 14 year old small little girl. Let me tell you I don't like to be treated like a young naive girl. I don't know what made me write this but... I just want to this is my blog. nothing can stop me. I cant wait to go through experiences that mature me more. Letting me know more about what's coming up in life. Maybe I'm the only child at home and I sorta keep my true feelings to myself. I really really want a sibling I can confide at home. Someone you can trust. Someone to cry on. I haven't told my parents much of my true feelings so yeah.. The only people who can understand me is my wonderful friends.. I know they judge me but I doesn't matter. Im fat. Im ugly. Its a fact. But I am who I am. I really want a sibling who can accompany me through life. I feel that I'm like all alone. I'm not exactly close to my cousins so I can't find them. I like heart to heart talks but I don't have the courage to have one with my friends. I'm afraid they'll judge me.. I messed up. But i know growing up will tell me what to do.
What matters most are my friends. They make me laugh. Make me feel like myself. I'm actually used to be all alone after school. With countless of thoughts flowing vividly through my mind. But at the end of the day, my greatest wish is to have someone to cuddle on. Someone to cry on. Someone to confide in. Someone to protect me.
Alright I have no idea why I am writing this but I can't control my hands. Okay bye. <3
Xx
Isn't life full of values? Growing up is a process which I much enjoy. We were once innocent and naive. But as times past and experiences flow, we'll learn to understand and learn more. When I was young, I didn't know what I like. Many things influence me. Take music for example. I didn't know that I had the passion for pop music until a few months ago. And here I am now, singing and having fun with music. I realise that i have missed out alot and am enjoying myself now. Its like some people mature faster some people mature slower. I like to know what I truly like in this process of growing up. Its with the influence we get. I understood loads of things i didn't last time. Like friendship and shit. Friendship is one of the important stuff in life. You can't see it but you can feel it. Growing up is what everyone will go through but not everyone enjoys it. I really can't wait to grow up and be a more matured person. Honestly, I think I mature faster then most people but it doesn't matter. People will still take me as a 14 year old small little girl. Let me tell you I don't like to be treated like a young naive girl. I don't know what made me write this but... I just want to this is my blog. nothing can stop me. I cant wait to go through experiences that mature me more. Letting me know more about what's coming up in life. Maybe I'm the only child at home and I sorta keep my true feelings to myself. I really really want a sibling I can confide at home. Someone you can trust. Someone to cry on. I haven't told my parents much of my true feelings so yeah.. The only people who can understand me is my wonderful friends.. I know they judge me but I doesn't matter. Im fat. Im ugly. Its a fact. But I am who I am. I really want a sibling who can accompany me through life. I feel that I'm like all alone. I'm not exactly close to my cousins so I can't find them. I like heart to heart talks but I don't have the courage to have one with my friends. I'm afraid they'll judge me.. I messed up. But i know growing up will tell me what to do.
What matters most are my friends. They make me laugh. Make me feel like myself. I'm actually used to be all alone after school. With countless of thoughts flowing vividly through my mind. But at the end of the day, my greatest wish is to have someone to cuddle on. Someone to cry on. Someone to confide in. Someone to protect me.
Alright I have no idea why I am writing this but I can't control my hands. Okay bye. <3
Xx
Saturday, August 4, 2012
Cry your tears on my shoulders.
suppyyy
Okayss so I attended the wedding of Eftoni & Joel yesterday. It was the Church Ceremony in the morning. I love love my aunt's Wedding gown and veil. She was gorgeous. <3 Her husband wasn't bad too! So here are some photos <3
The church ceremony was awesome.. We went home to rest and prepare for the dinner!
Mom and I went to the salon :) Photossss
Our table allocation went haywire and we, supposedly sitting in the first row got shifted to the last. How sad. :(
Okayss so I attended the wedding of Eftoni & Joel yesterday. It was the Church Ceremony in the morning. I love love my aunt's Wedding gown and veil. She was gorgeous. <3 Her husband wasn't bad too! So here are some photos <3
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| Pretty Ladies! |
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| GrandMa and I <3 |
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| Cutie cousin |
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| GrandUncle and Uncle<3 |
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| Dad <3 |
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| Staring Contest with her GrandUncle |
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| The flower boy was so so cute! He actually fell down. ;) |
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| How adorable <3 |
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| BridesMaid |
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| Look at the smile on her face! |
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| Her Gown |
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| Newlyweds |
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| His Gaze.. |
Mom and I went to the salon :) Photossss
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| WaterFallBraidddd |
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| I've put on my dress! |
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| GrandMa's Attire |
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| CarShot! |
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| Melissaaa <3 |
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| Beautiful Aunt |
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| Rose from Mel's mom with her B'day invitation and wedding gift! |
SOOO here's about what happened yesterday. There's a cocktail party tonight at Miramar hotel where my GrandUncle booked! Ill try to post up the photos and events soon!
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