It took my life from positive to negative.

Hello people. I'm alive:)
Alrights This post's not gonna recollect all the events that happened for the past week or two.. So yeah just stay one and read my rant yeah?

Isn't it weird to be odd? I'm an odd person I have to admit. My 'sisters' I class are mostly StudentCouncilors while I'm not. SC's are super busy people with events and stuff. So yeah I'm like. Always alone going home. :( and. BandMembers I'm close with are ALL secondary threes -except for Nicholas- and they're all EXCOs. They talk loads of stuff I shouldn't be listening about. And I'd feel extra and stuff. I think it's just.. Fate
-confession- I'll feel uneasy when I'm near a male I know. Uneasy as in nervous and stuff. How can I be like the others? Care free and more. I'm ugly and fat. While others are pretty and thin. The total opposite of me. Why is life like that? Why can't it be equal?

Two words. FriendShip's brittle.
I used to be very close and united to all of my friends. We'll go hyper together, have fun together, laugh together. I really miss the times we had. Ever since my birthday 'party' everyone's falling apart. my closest' friend's now drifting away. It's hard you know? With a bitch who look downs on people, who thinks she can rap and sing well, who thinks she's hardworking and smart. Listen. I can beat you if I get down serious on my work. I'm just lazy. And I admit it.
Dear, she looked down on you not only once as you can see. I can't see the point why you're closer to her when you used to be my closest sister last time.. I admit. I have a bad temper. I have moodswings often and I get crossed easily. But everything happens for a reason? It's like your actions are still childish when you're actually 16 already. Yes 16. 2 years older than me but you're like 2 years younger. I don't know. I may be the one who matures fast. But who cares? We're sisters right? I really hate myself. I try to control my temper but it's totally uncontrollable. I miss the old us.

Now. JYSS'12 2E4 used to be a very happy class until MissCircle came in. An old hag who don't understands us. But I know she's doing for our best but. The way she treats us is just unruly and ridiculous. First she separates our desks. Then she shifts everyone's place to a big big pile of mess. Then she shifts my male partner whom I've been siting with part of secondary one till now. See. My partner's my friend so yeah. All because of my other friend, boo. Caused us to stop being friends. She caused all the awkwardness between us all because of a good night text. She paired us up as couples and made loads of comments. When I don't even like him. Only as a friend and partner. No one was supporting her. As usual but it caused us to be classmates only. Not even friends. -See Phyllis boo? If you're reading this. I hope you know what you've done. I lost a male friend.-

I guess I'm done here.
Byes. Thanks for reading!
Xx Sam